Entry: and once again... Saturday, October 07, 2006



ok. so here's my life since my last entry.

I realized Paul and I are meant to be just friends. so we are.

I fell completely in love with Rayner Gabriel Garranchan and now my heart is broken. hmm...

I graduated high school and i'm college now at New World. stressful, but free.

I love my car, elphaba.

My mom might be layed off if tourism doesnt get better.

I love vane and jen = best friends = the trio.

I want to hate him. i cant.

i havent hurt this bad since juan.

all the ex-bfs are back in the picture & i can only think of him. UGHH.

i have no one to call at night before i go to bed and i feel very lonely.

i miss pupi. BWAAAAAA. [[but forreal.]]

i need to get over this. i hate feeling this needy.

i hate hurting. and i hate him for hurting me.

you cant love someone and not want to be with them, can you?
   1 comments

Paul
November 14, 2006   12:43 PM PST
 
i never rule any thing out . i happen to think that right now all we can be is friends . too many times in my life have i said something and it turn out another way. the future is a fickle thing, and i never say "never" or "ever" anymore. but yes we are friends , good friends i like to think. and i hope we continue that . i read your text you sent me today thats why im checkin your blogdrive becuz i was curious. and look what i found. be strong. your a very strong willed person and i think your gonna be just fine. so hang on. i konw im about a month too late on this entry but better late than never.

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