ok. so here's my life since my last entry.
I realized Paul and I are meant to be just friends. so we are.
I fell completely in love with Rayner Gabriel Garranchan and now my heart is broken. hmm...
I graduated high school and i'm college now at New World. stressful, but free.
I love my car, elphaba.
My mom might be layed off if tourism doesnt get better.
I love vane and jen = best friends = the trio.
I want to hate him. i cant.
i havent hurt this bad since juan.
all the ex-bfs are back in the picture & i can only think of him. UGHH.
i have no one to call at night before i go to bed and i feel very lonely.
i miss pupi. BWAAAAAA. [[but forreal.]]
i need to get over this. i hate feeling this needy.
i hate hurting. and i hate him for hurting me.
you cant love someone and not want to be with them, can you?