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Willkommen, Bienvenue, Welcome! I hope you all enjoy reading this blog as much as I enjoy writing it. A little about myself? Not much to say. I'm just a girl trying to figure out life and its many complications. I call myself a "scribbler of dreams," hence this blog. I'm a dreamer, an extrovert, a slacker, a "mush-gush," a performer, a daughter, a sister, a friend, and "that girl." I study theatre and plan to make a successful career out it...preferably musical...maybe BrOaDwAy? Who knows, right? My climax awaits...but for now, I'm only in the "rising action" of the story of my life. Every day is another page turned; every year, another chapter. My objective in life is to enjoy it (in, of course, a healthy and responsible way). I may not be the best person sometimes, but I try my best to be a good one. I pray each and every page of your book be wonderful. Thank you and may God bless you always,
Monica
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"Life is the ultimate experience of agony and happiness."
-Paul Gulisano
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Sophia Irena Elynya Zubritsky
So my birthday was last wednesday and it was great fun! pratically my whole drama class met up there when i had only told them just that day Gaux and I were going. (This whole thing was tanks to Gaux!) Steph also planned a little something for me, but sadly, i didnt get to go.
John and I had gotten in a huge argument about Juan to the point where we were insulting each other...that was real hard on me b/c it was all about juan and it felt as if i was experiencing that whole episode all over again. He sounded just like him too.
Paul and I chilled on Friday and Saturday at my house and at a quince. It was soooo mcuh fun! We danced sooo much! and ppl complimented us and stuff, which was real cool. We got...close. lol but i dunno...you guys know how i get...its scary getting into something so serious so fast, all over again. What sucks is that i hate feeling this way...i dont want to break up with him after because i get scared away...and i dont want to convice myself of anything. I also dont want to say no because then i might never get another chance to say yes when i really do want something serious. and I dont wanna say yes because i dont think i'll be happy justyet and then the drama starts and he's the last person i wanna hurt. With him, i can feel something can really happen...it should. But i dont know just yet...i'm definitely a "Polly" lol...very...whats the word? Fickle? lol
Speaking of, I spoke to Ricki yesterday and we had a long talk...it seems he's having the same problems, too. It something we've gotta get over, i guess...who knows what the future brings...
BTW!! I GOT THE LEAD INGENUE ROLE IN THE MAIN STAGE PLAY "FOOLS" BY NEIL SIMON!!! I'm Sophia Irena...uhhh read the subject above...thats my character name...too long to write twice...lol
i'm sooo happy!!! Akeem is the lead, of course so thats excting working with him...he's reat and we've got a lot of chemistry onstage. So basically in the play we fall in love and blablabla. the play is hilarious!! you guys are gonna love it!! it feb 24, 25, and 26, i think (its a thurs, fri, and sat)...anywho...yea i'm sooo happy!
Akeem kissed me today randomly in the middle of class, which was hilarious because it was with miss kidd there while we were in a tableau of the wedding scene in fools...he just like grabbed my face and puckered up and wouldnt let me go although i frantically tried to push him away! (its scary being so weak and not being able to defend yourself like that, although this time i was half laughing lol and terribly embarrassed) anyways miss kidd was cracking up and so was everyone but we were all in shock lol!!
o and i'm gonna be at this variety show at the JCC on March 5 and 6 i thnk with jess levis and steph singin landslide (i got it right!!! lol), with jess, blake and ...someone else doing Chicago's "we both reached for the gun", a solo song called "Tu" by shakira, and the opening act of the show with this old man and jess with the song "No business like Show business" and tomorrow im gonna audition with a dance or something...we'll see...
On saturday i'm singin "Gimme, Gimme" at Aventura mall for this arts festival along with my drama doing other stuff in the parking lot lol
I'm gonna working out a lot so i'll have abs by spring break! woohoo! Mon and Wed at Shula's and Tues and Thurs after rehearsals with Gaux at the JCC...
planning to take my SAT's in March...its sux because i cant go to states (known as the best trip) because i have to SAT scores to audition for ciollege...im really upset about that...i wanna go to the disney trip atleast but i dont think a lot of ppl are going and if they arent then i dont wnana go b/c it ruins all the fun...plus its like almost 500 plus expenses...thats a lot for a 3 day trip to disney...but it includes a lot...Cirque de Soleil tickets, that renaissance show/restaurant (forgot what its called), college tours, disney workshops, a whole day for fun at disney, etc etc...
i duno we'll see...
soooooo im out...mwa
Posted at 09:38 pm by Stellar119
 |  |  | nikki February 11, 2005 08:03 PM PST
good luck with all of that man, it sounds like u have ur hands full. well i hope i make it to see fools, i think i will but u never know with my rents. GO TO STATES omg thatd b awesome, im going to states lol, u should go, u can always take the SATs at a later date....
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  |  |  | Jamie January 30, 2005 07:59 PM PST
I'm sure you did wonderful just like you did in IE's. Superiorness trapped in an excellent... :-( I love ya anyway. |  |
  |  |  | Paul January 30, 2005 01:33 PM PST
YOu did awesome at the mall.... im so proud of you...and you know, the rest of the day was fun too....;) but yea cant wait to see you on monday , buh byez... |  |
  |  |  | Katie January 30, 2005 09:13 AM PST
You did such a good job at the mall. It was fun and I love that song! Its such a perfect song for your voice. |  |
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